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Gradually Reclaiming My Life

January, 23, 2004

Today I was told about a friend who had been diagnosed about the same time I had.  The last time I was in contact with her she was still considering her options.  She was the one who told me about the support group that meets at the local health food coop.  I never attended.  As a matter of fact, I can honestly say I avoided support groups.  I wasn't really sure they would be as supportive as my family and friends were.  At any rate, last week she had a CA125 blood test and a cat scan that came back clear, cancer free.  She opted totally into alternative treatments.  I am so glad for her.  My question, however, is why those tests were done for her when I keep asking physicians for some type of test that would give some peace of mind and they say they are not definitive.  So, what's the story?  Is she truly cancer free?  Do the tests give us that info?  If they do, then why not give them to such as me?  If they don't then why give them to her?

The best part - if the tests are reliable.  GOOD FOR HER! 

January 31, 2004

I have plenty of energy to spend.  What I have found is that I don't recover well.  It's good to have lost so little of my abilities.  The bad part is that I don't always realize that I remain physiologically compromised.  A day or two after exerting myself I am very tired.  I'm not usually sleepy, just a very great fatigue.  This is an interesting journey. 

February 5, 2004

I have been in pain for 5 days.  The surgical site feels like a knife.  I have aches all over my body.  It took me a few days to realize what my problem was.  I just thought I didn't feel well with low energy.  Once I cam to the realization that I was in pain the condition improved about 40%.  Over the counter pain relievers - tried acetaminophen, aspirin and ibuprofen.  None really seemed to make a difference.  I was thinking about combining, like aspirin and 2 hours later acetaminophen.  But, then at the store I saw that Excedrin is a combination of the two.  That helped.  Also saw my acupuncturist.  Also, yoga poses for relaxation.  I am feeling much better.  Still some pain, but not a lot.  It probably has to do with our variable weather - as much as 20 degrees from one day to another. 

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