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Bringing More Quality to My Day

February 11, 2004

I saw my naturopath today.  She suggested that my achy type pain was the result of a magnesium deficiency.  Even though she says we receive quite a bit in our diets, we often need more.  She gave me a supplement which she said would taste good.  I told her I have learned to not trust her opinion on the taste of supplements.  The magnesium has helped (or it was just time for things to get quieter).  She has also said that it would be okay now to go on a cleansing fast.  I am of two minds about fasts.  But, every time I have completed a fast I have felt much better for it. 

February 18, 2004

I drove to Indianapolis by myself last weekend.  It was very difficult and I am very tired.  At first it was just sleepy.  Now I am physically drained and everything is very difficult.  I am looking forward to getting my endurance level improved.  Anyway, it was a great visit with lots of good input from my friends and mentor.

I saw my gynecologist today.  He had lots of upbeat things to say.  I meant to take him a gift or a card, but was too tired to carry it out.  I really appreciate the way he seems to care about his patients.  He is definitely an advocate.  I asked his advice on going off the antidepressant.  His advice was to wait until the days are longer, more daylight, more activity, and after taxes were filed.

I met with my psychologist today.  She gave me a way to work with my body to help diffuse the pain and jitteriness in my feet.  It worked pretty well.  It involves observing the qualities of the part of the body that is uncomfortable (just like any other time you are asked for input from someone and not sure, it's tough to talk about at first).  Then you observe a part of the body that is very comfortable.  What are its qualities?  Observe the boundary between the comfortable and uncomfortable - what's that like?  Ultimately let the qualities of the comfortable spread to the part that is less comfortable.  Observe.

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